:( flu i hate you

FLU FLU FLU :( wth its Christmas eve and i am down with serious flu _l_

After every rainy days there will be a rainbow :)

"Sometimes its seems easier to give up than to go on but we should remember that there is light at the end of the tunnel , for every tears you will smile , for every rainy day there will be a rainbow and for every moment of everyday , forever and always there will be someone there to love you and to confide in " :D

Best friends :D

"This is what friends are for , lets laugh and smile together , always "

from hanyi blog<:

I just love them ^^

A blank mind

FRUSTRATION IN ME , more and more ...

Dear Lord, I am calling upon you today for your divine guidance and help. I am in crisis and need a supporting hand to keep me on the right and just path. My heart is troubled but I will strive to keep it set on you, as your infinite wisdom will show me the right way to a just and right resolution.Help me put aside all anxious thoughts and imaginations,"You is my strength and my shield. My heart has trusted in you and I am helped. You are not only with me but in me,and I in you."Thank you for hearing my prayer and for staying by my side. Amen!

HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO ONE >:

Happy always so that regret will not be ahead of me

"Life is just like a river , ups and downs ,with twist and turn ".

I have no plans ahead of me , i am just like a small little fish following the flow of the river , not knowing what obstacle is ahead of me . " JOAN IS GOING WITH THE FLOW STEADILY " :D

Qiqi HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

this image is taken from hanyi blog hahas :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my lao gong LIM XUEQI ! :D hahas loves

sorry wor cannot celebrate this week but next week :)

this 6 years is really the great years that i had been through thanks for always being there for me :) loves you lots

Sand and Marble

I love this phrase :) " write injuries in sand kindness in marble"

SOME OLD PHOTOS ENJOY HAHAS

For taymin: "If your love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it"

Yesterday was my first time as a sec 1 helper , it was fun but i don't like the physical training as i have to shout . Today did not go school and a lot of my class peeps message me hahas :) so sweet of them :)

:)

I like this photo got it from Jocelyn blog
TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN Everything training

1 weeks of holiday but it doesn't seems like a holiday with 6 days of training and today a rest day and tomorrow training again . Just went to hazel and Jocelyn blog and saw their post is like so true can 3/4 of the day is on training and 1/4 for sleeping . And i am sad for my juniors , they got scolded causes they did not shoot better than the B-div Haiz .. what more can we say , whatever we say we will got scolded . I hope ms chia will give everyone especially the C-div a break .

However shooters , we must show ms chia that we can ! hahas

I will really let go and let you go le ..

lalalalalaa

This pictures up here is a japanese drama this is a very nice show peeps . But if you do not want to cry then don't watch as it is a sad story :) but but but i still like this drama :D

Today is Charles last day in school he is going to go to somewhere very far from Singapore so today i treat him a farewell meal hahas hope he like it lol hahas BYEBYE Charles ! Take care over there ah hahas .

Today training in big range and the big range air - conditioner break down wth =.= hanyi and me was sweating like hell .

Tomorrow going kbox , movie than sch concert woolalas :D

Oh ya today hanyi very hyper she keep on singing lo until a message which causes her to be a bit pissed , hanyi cheer up kays :D

"The most wasted of all days is one without laughter."

So peeps ! laugh for all you wanted hahas :)

TAGGIES REPLY!

arika: hello joan!!! ^^ dont let the past distract you yeah!!! plan how you want to live in the future!! YOU GO GAL!

joan - arika : Nope i will nt let the past distract me ! :) And i am a person who will not worry for the future :) "GO AS THE FLOWS GO" hahas

:)

A BRAND NEW ME !

I hate people who loves to EMO ! But will forgive them hahas

[ my class people never bully me can! They treat me so good can ! They have never even make me angry or upset before get this clear ! I love 3N1 ! ]

Friends are the most important thing in life , they pull you up when you fall , they make you laugh like crazy , they cheer you up . So people out there treasure your friend around you ^^

sick !

Fever and throat infections again !

Today never go to school and tomorrow maybe also not going see how first .

kbox with musketeers yesterday :) pictures update next time or you may go to hanyi blog .

GAMBATIE JO SUPPORT YOU GUYS

Woolala~ Charles break the experiment thingy during chem lesson at lab the photos are above of this post hahas ^^

Today went to school range to accompany Hanyi and Xueqi ^^

To Qi and Hanyi :

Don't care miss chia kays so what, she took away your guns and tripod at least your life are not taken away by her right , let her see you guys are strong and not weak like what she think of us ^^

"stand up from where you've fallen " like what coach yang told you guys kays i believe you guys will do even better than everyone GAMBATIE ! jo support you guys !

What wrong with falling down ? You can always stand up again ! And do even better !

boo !

All 3 selection done woots ^^ but lots of work had to be done

TIRED TIRED TIRED !!!

"Follow your heart and your dreams will come true." Anonymous

i love grandma

Hi guys now is blogging at my late grandma house , yesterday went for open house than after the whole thing ended was preparing to go safra training but recieve a message from my mum telling me that my grandma any time may leave us and tell me to rush to hospital first when i head that my heart sink .

When i reach hospital i saw my grandma i tell her " ah ma en ling lai kan ni le , " than my sis olso said that and both of us started singing a song which our grandma love it a lot and we were crying when we were singing . After a long day we went home and at about 3 am plus we recieve a call from the nurse which tells us to rush down now as our grandma cannot le . Everyone of us saw how grandma struggle to live on , at first my grandma heart beat was zero but we can see she was struggling to live on suddenly got heart beat suddenly no heart beat , she pass away after the last person , my uncle .

I love my grandma a lot

Tuesday than i will return to school ><

BYEBYE 2009!

Wow everyone had done a " byebye " post to 2009 yesterday and i think i quite late for that .

HAPPY NEW YEAR

sorry and thank you

The end of the year is the best time to say sorry and thank you to the ones you love most and the ones that you irritated to, teehee . First of all i would like to thank those who have showered your loves and cares on me for 2009 . And lastly there something i would like to say to people whom i have hurt and irritated to SORRY !

This year had been a hard challenge to me and my family , but under GOD guidance we had got out of this hard time , there's always up and down in the road of life , bad and good so never give up but to go on. "Sometimes its seems easier to give up than to go on but we should remember that there is light at the end of the tunnel , for every tears you will smile , for every rainy day there will be a rainbow and for every moment of everyday , forever and always there will be someone there to love you and to confide in "

My musketeers , xueqi and hanyi i really want to say a bigbig thank you to them , like what xueqi said in her blog, although what we did are not something great but the little things that we do make her smile :) i agree with what she said . When i down , they will definitely makes me laugh my sadness out . There is times where i am going to give up , but their encouragements really pull me up which makes me goes on . WE WILL NEVER BE SEPARATED FROM EACH OTHER AS ALL THE UP AND DOWN HAD MAKES OUR FRIENDSHIP TO BE STRONGER ^^

Beside musketeers of course there's lots of friends whom i wants to say bigbig thank you to them but there too much if i going to list them out hahas.

My hubby, Jocelyn, even though we known each other for two years but our friendship can be very strong to break down a wall hahas , we dance , sing and a lot more together hahas all these memories will always be kept in my brain :). Thanks for everything especially when in china trip ,the hotel room remember ?? shhhh don't tell people wor hahas . My besties, qianling thanks for always teaching me math and tolerate my anger heehees loves .

Hmm my wishes for next year is to have a peaceful life , brother leg will recover , sister have a healthy body and be successful in her job , parents to have a healthy body ,like me more , friendship stronger , to know god better, learn new friends in class, everyone to be happy :)

I have lots of things to catch up for school works GAMBATIE

A NEW STARTS ^^