Found back my super old blog !! 

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" If you know you can do it , you are not challenging yourself "

Toot toot ! So , so far how is the holiday ? hahas . Mine is either to the school or to my cute cute or maybe a bit irritating cousin >.< . Shooting camp next week hope that everything will go smoothly ~ Pray hard ! There is a saying , " IF YOU FAIL TO PLAN , YOU PLAN TO FAIL " . kekeke , i have not fail to plan so i will plan not to fail right ?! hahas

Going ah jo house tomorrow for movie marathon and majong !!! Hahas 100% confirm plus guarantee plus CHOP ! that it will be super duper fun . Wanna know why ?! Cause Ahboii my ai ren , ah jo's dog will be there wahahahs :DD .

A new year , A new me ?

Thinking back of what i have been doing the whole of 2010 , i would say i been lazy that whole damn year ! Hmph.. A few weeks ago someone ask me "what do you want to do when you graduated and after studies where do you want to go ? " I feel that i am suffocating by this question ..

Somehow there is some things that no people knows about me .. somehow i feel so suffocated by this world .. Somehow i afraid ..

Dear lord, You said that if we shout help ,you will give us your supporting hand , now my heart is troubled by lots , i can't get it right please help me ..thank you for hearing my prayer and staying by my side amen .

:( flu i hate you

FLU FLU FLU :( wth its Christmas eve and i am down with serious flu _l_

After every rainy days there will be a rainbow :)

"Sometimes its seems easier to give up than to go on but we should remember that there is light at the end of the tunnel , for every tears you will smile , for every rainy day there will be a rainbow and for every moment of everyday , forever and always there will be someone there to love you and to confide in " :D

Best friends :D

"This is what friends are for , lets laugh and smile together , always "

from hanyi blog<:

I just love them ^^

A blank mind

FRUSTRATION IN ME , more and more ...

Dear Lord, I am calling upon you today for your divine guidance and help. I am in crisis and need a supporting hand to keep me on the right and just path. My heart is troubled but I will strive to keep it set on you, as your infinite wisdom will show me the right way to a just and right resolution.Help me put aside all anxious thoughts and imaginations,"You is my strength and my shield. My heart has trusted in you and I am helped. You are not only with me but in me,and I in you."Thank you for hearing my prayer and for staying by my side. Amen!

HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO ONE >:

Happy always so that regret will not be ahead of me

"Life is just like a river , ups and downs ,with twist and turn ".

I have no plans ahead of me , i am just like a small little fish following the flow of the river , not knowing what obstacle is ahead of me . " JOAN IS GOING WITH THE FLOW STEADILY " :D

Qiqi HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

this image is taken from hanyi blog hahas :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my lao gong LIM XUEQI ! :D hahas loves

sorry wor cannot celebrate this week but next week :)

this 6 years is really the great years that i had been through thanks for always being there for me :) loves you lots

Sand and Marble

I love this phrase :) " write injuries in sand kindness in marble"

SOME OLD PHOTOS ENJOY HAHAS

For taymin: "If your love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it"

Yesterday was my first time as a sec 1 helper , it was fun but i don't like the physical training as i have to shout . Today did not go school and a lot of my class peeps message me hahas :) so sweet of them :)

:)

I like this photo got it from Jocelyn blog
TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN Everything training

1 weeks of holiday but it doesn't seems like a holiday with 6 days of training and today a rest day and tomorrow training again . Just went to hazel and Jocelyn blog and saw their post is like so true can 3/4 of the day is on training and 1/4 for sleeping . And i am sad for my juniors , they got scolded causes they did not shoot better than the B-div Haiz .. what more can we say , whatever we say we will got scolded . I hope ms chia will give everyone especially the C-div a break .

However shooters , we must show ms chia that we can ! hahas

I will really let go and let you go le ..

lalalalalaa

This pictures up here is a japanese drama this is a very nice show peeps . But if you do not want to cry then don't watch as it is a sad story :) but but but i still like this drama :D

Today is Charles last day in school he is going to go to somewhere very far from Singapore so today i treat him a farewell meal hahas hope he like it lol hahas BYEBYE Charles ! Take care over there ah hahas .

Today training in big range and the big range air - conditioner break down wth =.= hanyi and me was sweating like hell .

Tomorrow going kbox , movie than sch concert woolalas :D

Oh ya today hanyi very hyper she keep on singing lo until a message which causes her to be a bit pissed , hanyi cheer up kays :D

"The most wasted of all days is one without laughter."

So peeps ! laugh for all you wanted hahas :)

TAGGIES REPLY!

arika: hello joan!!! ^^ dont let the past distract you yeah!!! plan how you want to live in the future!! YOU GO GAL!

joan - arika : Nope i will nt let the past distract me ! :) And i am a person who will not worry for the future :) "GO AS THE FLOWS GO" hahas

:)

A BRAND NEW ME !

I hate people who loves to EMO ! But will forgive them hahas

[ my class people never bully me can! They treat me so good can ! They have never even make me angry or upset before get this clear ! I love 3N1 ! ]

Friends are the most important thing in life , they pull you up when you fall , they make you laugh like crazy , they cheer you up . So people out there treasure your friend around you ^^

sick !

Fever and throat infections again !

Today never go to school and tomorrow maybe also not going see how first .

kbox with musketeers yesterday :) pictures update next time or you may go to hanyi blog .

GAMBATIE JO SUPPORT YOU GUYS

Woolala~ Charles break the experiment thingy during chem lesson at lab the photos are above of this post hahas ^^

Today went to school range to accompany Hanyi and Xueqi ^^

To Qi and Hanyi :

Don't care miss chia kays so what, she took away your guns and tripod at least your life are not taken away by her right , let her see you guys are strong and not weak like what she think of us ^^

"stand up from where you've fallen " like what coach yang told you guys kays i believe you guys will do even better than everyone GAMBATIE ! jo support you guys !

What wrong with falling down ? You can always stand up again ! And do even better !

boo !

All 3 selection done woots ^^ but lots of work had to be done

TIRED TIRED TIRED !!!

"Follow your heart and your dreams will come true." Anonymous

i love grandma

Hi guys now is blogging at my late grandma house , yesterday went for open house than after the whole thing ended was preparing to go safra training but recieve a message from my mum telling me that my grandma any time may leave us and tell me to rush to hospital first when i head that my heart sink .

When i reach hospital i saw my grandma i tell her " ah ma en ling lai kan ni le , " than my sis olso said that and both of us started singing a song which our grandma love it a lot and we were crying when we were singing . After a long day we went home and at about 3 am plus we recieve a call from the nurse which tells us to rush down now as our grandma cannot le . Everyone of us saw how grandma struggle to live on , at first my grandma heart beat was zero but we can see she was struggling to live on suddenly got heart beat suddenly no heart beat , she pass away after the last person , my uncle .

I love my grandma a lot

Tuesday than i will return to school ><